FORGET ME NOT

Chapter One
            Mercenary. Assassin. Gun for hire. In my world one did not live long if got attached to the people involved in your mission. I wasn’t CIA. I hadn’t been in the military. And I certainly didn’t swoon over television or movie stars. Or gangsters for that matter. I had no time for the romanticizing of my job. I was a bit of a Jill of All Trades, master of them all. It’s why I made a comfortable living. Not that it mattered. I kept myself busy enough that I wasn’t at home but a few weeks out of the year.
            I was the best at what I did and good at disappearing into the woodwork when my assignment was done. Not that every job I did was an act of kindness. Hardly. The only people in my world that I trusted were either dead or likely to be dead at any time. To boil it down I trusted three people and they all knew my secret, so it made them prime targets if someone wanted to get to me.
            My housekeeper, Sofia. My high school best friend, Dawn Malello. And the man who had trained me, Daniel Cooke. I rarely, if ever saw any of them. I knew, though, if my ass was really in a sling they’d all be there for me in the blink of an eye.
            Growing up I wasn’t exactly what you’d call bad ass material. In fact Dawn was the one who protected me from the bullies pretty much on a regular basis. She was taller than me. Had better hair than me. And drop dead gorgeous.
            I was the class freak. The orphan. The emo chick who wore all black, dyed my hair three shades of blue and caked on the mascara. I listened to Nirvana and everything else that was alternative hitting the airwaves. I was fresh meat to the mean girls and the boys.
            Most of the time I never left Dawn’s side. She was the equivalent of taking a gun to a knife fight. She was and still is, a good person. But it wasn’t her who found me near death in the foster home I was sheltered at the night of our graduation.
            Dawn may have been my friend, but she liked and still likes to party. So I was alone with that family’s set of six foot five twins Seth and Lowell Gekham. They weren’t one of the fosters. They were Annette and John Gekham’s biological children. Many nights I sat awake with the door locked to my room waiting for them to break through and act out the physical aggression on me.
            They had a real problem with women. Mostly they had a problem with me because I was smarter than them. That night they got their chance. They gang raped me and nearly strangled me to death.
            I was eighteen. Up until then I didn’t have a taste for bloodshed, and had Daniel Cooke not found me I wouldn’t have lived through the night. Daniel took me into his world and introduced me to a set of rules that I live by to this very day.
            Trust no one. But if you have to trust anyone make damn sure they’re not playing you for the fool.
            Never fall in love. It makes you sloppy. It gets your heart broken. More than that it can and often does, get you killed.
            Never let moss grow under your feet but pick one place to come home to every now and again to keep up appearances.

            My name is Katerina. I have no last name. Not anymore. This is story of how Katherine Walsh the emo girl became Katerina the assassin. The mercenary. The gun for hire. And of how one man healed me. Saved me. And turned me into a killing machine.

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